Confusion.

It’s a stutter stutter,
turn or tremble
hieroglyphic read.
She’s a fine fit fire.
Cold burn kind of feel.
A blurred distortion.
Pixel picture clear.

Onion

Fester ether
Contagious,
common place amiss.
Smuttier blunder,
Server deed.
Smite.
Jolly folly.
Madness that speaks.
depth a deeper.
love,
pray be sin.

Lass a love

Stubborn a beauty,
holds high,
Faith born enduring...
An ease,
meant not for greed.
burdened a love.
infinite consuming.
Sails she sets,
mountains atop.
farewells soon'ing.

Thinking Thoughts

A nautical motion.
Notion commotion...
I as are potion.
euphoric explosion.
Stall is as in.
Thoughts of a provoking.
Follow wallow shallow sin.

Pretend.

All is well in the world of the bliss.
Tempered patience,
Sideways hiss.
A make believe,
Conjured,
surreal dream.
Easy is,
Are, as is thinks.
Tend pretend.
Harbor, safe keep.
A humble bubble.
Burst, break, bleak…
Drawn on an out.
Effort an energy.
Gave a give.

Surprise....

tall a tale.
tattle tail words.
he a she.
she be he.
she a her...
him, he nor.
norm a norm.
craze nor foe...
praise be you.
true be you.
truth, dare do ..
dare it be true.

Stupor.

Flesh, be it but severed.

pride...

waning, 

as if endeavor.

clamor,

drunken stupor. 

emotions...

on upon...

sails.

midnight storming vessels

words of an unspoken.

dance. 

flutter.

come round...

upon later. 

am i who...

Labored a love.
deemed with a name.
entitlement...
meant not for fame.

Break Even

So they say i'm my mother's daughter...
she says, a spitting image of my grandmother.
though born of flesh and sin,
from origins unintended...
nurture verse nature.
i am, but a fickle human.
But i say..
i'm just Sam...
from a generation,
breaking even.

Day Old Hate

There’s a rage and a hate.
Born from man’s disdain.
A parallel beauty,
To that of Pandora’s wrong doing.
Nations falter and cease.
Their supposed Gods…
Destroyed with utter ease.
Such kind heart compassion…
Relinquished,
A tale once spoken,
Analogous, the garden of Eden.
Blindly, I follow not,
Influenced upon no such grounds.
I need not your acceptance.
Nor your petty approval.
Who I am, defies your laws.
Matters of right and wrong…
According to what…
Suites similar to your own cards.
I need not hear…
Your words of ignorant rants.
For they are pledged with blasphemy and sin.
Hold your tongue,
you insolent loon.
fool be you, to pride yourself.
oh, but a foully life you've lead.
You know not of what you speak...
Matters in which,
You govern and permit....
Christen yourself,
With such entitlements and ways.
Hypocrite you surely are…
For you do not live,
with goodness in your heart.
True humble beauty,
Comes not from believing…
Nor proclamations and on doings.
There’s grace found within,
the acknowledgment…
Of death’s tender kiss.
Faith in humanity.
Honest and sincere being.
Understanding and knowing…
Is only part of living…

Love me

It’s a stand still display.
Of chaos and disarray
Hearts beat gray.
For fear to love,
Is never one to bear brave.
For honesty bleeds truth.
Consumed are you to presume.
Morality justifies moral ways.
Plots and ploys all too vague…
For fickle is as severed flesh.
Forsaken was their intent.
A travesty in the making…
A love…
meant not to begin.
Born of ill will.
Sin was our bliss.
So love me fierce,
Unafraid.
Love me now…
Unashamed.
Love me…
for all that I am.