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peering black.
stiffen lull.
demons crawl.
fears sound.
raging hate.
a loathing fight.
thicken smog.
panic near,
struggle life.
reverse,
reaction.
concluded vow.

River Heart.

Cast out.
temper sound.
line drawn.
thoughts mar.
drifter gone.
take keep.
loose let,
seek.

Late

Eyes blur,
sleep sounds.
thoughts rush,
hidden,
discreet.
conscious hush.
disregard,
come round.
fleet,
meek.
solitude keep.
beg,
plead.
candle light scene.

Scattered.

flicker,

hither...

withering life. 

height,

might,

star light.

bed 

dread.

restless night.

Atlas Drop

Goodbye blues,
fade to screams and cheers.
laughter rises...
grease filled air lingers.
blurs follow motion,
lights and color...
swirl,
contort figures.
A subtle undertow...
burns...
corrodes....
hollow heart.
atlas empty drop.

Fool.

you're a stab in the back...
dagger twisting deeper
with each and every breath.
our lives were never meant...
ever to collide,
merge.
cross paths.
moments rewind...
day one.
your eyes.
liquid fire.
a yearning lust.
blazing red.
i fell in love....
its stand still mess.
with a farewell goodbye.
you stole my heart.
a hollow empty void.
bitter i've become.
i've loved you so.
envied your pursues...
for you see them fitter.
you're a love undone.
for i can't move on.
oh how i've tried.
dear me i fear...
there's a part of me,
that holds on.
a hopeful part...
stubborn enough,
not to give up.
i've distanced myself...
disappeared.
refused to call.
up and left,
everything,
just to escape.
lingering memories,
of a supposed once was.
there's nothing i can do or prove.
for i'm everything,
unwanted by you.
fool i am..
for i still love you.
a wounded dog,
loyal to one.
so fiercely i've loved you.
passionately, i've hated you.
you're perfect for me,
in all the right and terribly wrong ways.
i am..
but a fool in love.

Airs and Ports.

clutch
crunch
time tick tock.
empty drop.
hollow nauseous
panic stricken
waning loss.
farewell ascending.
gone.
halt,
pause.
move
run.
verb
something.
anything
tear fall.
wanderlust found.

You

and so the beginning's end has come.
a heart beat left undone.
past memories,
wandering in tempered lust.
or shall i say,
a once was love.
hearts grow to ache.
a love meant not for pain.
consequentially.
inevitability

Bike

late night,
bike lights.
random pubs,
fuzzy minds.
part, divide.
cruise and curves,
left to right.
seeking turns.
a tempered patience...
a pleading want.
left on 11th,
oh what a sight...
late night hellos...
peace of mind...

Solitude.

Suitors come...
A want and a yearn.
Such sincere intent.
As they reach,
Pour their hearts out.
Oh how they take and make time.
compliment,
inquire a day's how's and why's.
attempts of winning hearts.
Too bad I’m a turn and run.
Disregard and shut out…
For I find nothing more taxing…
Then a plague such as yourself.
Leave me in peace…
I want nothing more or less.
Just my solitude at best.
I'm cold and cruel...
to any of whom,
wish me well.
for guarded i stand.
mars from a past farewell.
I'm a heartbreaking lass,
So save yourself the heartache.
Walk away....

Die Out

Sparks die out.
Burnt,
Ash dust.
A rage and hate.
Claims, engraves.
Tis an expected sort of thing.
Silly hopeful girl.
With your stars and dreams.
Realism verse romantics.
Bittersweet components.
A lust for the bottle.
Regardless of outcomes.

Romeo's Dilemma

Photos and frames,
Capture,
Display.
Norms.
Happy hurry elate.
Planes and waves.
Past memories awake.
A soon coming…
An almost leaving…
Emotions contrite.
Common wandering.