Fool.

you're a stab in the back...
dagger twisting deeper
with each and every breath.
our lives were never meant...
ever to collide,
merge.
cross paths.
moments rewind...
day one.
your eyes.
liquid fire.
a yearning lust.
blazing red.
i fell in love....
its stand still mess.
with a farewell goodbye.
you stole my heart.
a hollow empty void.
bitter i've become.
i've loved you so.
envied your pursues...
for you see them fitter.
you're a love undone.
for i can't move on.
oh how i've tried.
dear me i fear...
there's a part of me,
that holds on.
a hopeful part...
stubborn enough,
not to give up.
i've distanced myself...
disappeared.
refused to call.
up and left,
everything,
just to escape.
lingering memories,
of a supposed once was.
there's nothing i can do or prove.
for i'm everything,
unwanted by you.
fool i am..
for i still love you.
a wounded dog,
loyal to one.
so fiercely i've loved you.
passionately, i've hated you.
you're perfect for me,
in all the right and terribly wrong ways.
i am..
but a fool in love.