Moments and time.
Turn on a dime.
Fate saw it not.
Leaving destiny at odds.
Swiftly now…
Watch as it inflicts.
Impaling dignified pride.
Truth settles in.
Desperately fleeting….
Escape must be made.
There’s nowhere to hide.
You’ve nowhere to go.
Feel it now, like salt to the wound.
Seething is your agony….
Will you not subdue ?
Pain flourishes anew.
Pouring through…
like hourglass sand.
fragmented memories dance behind
tear soakened eyes.
Oh how sorrowful,
You sob and cry.
remnants of the once was.
Fade into realization
It was all in your head.
You ought to have known
All for naught.
So this is where your bitterness grew.
Be gladden in it.
For you did choose ….
An unintended, miserable end.
Cherish the wreckage
For its all you have left.
Destruction and heartache
is your new found haven.
never to leave you.
For death doesn’t want you.
A pulsing emotion.
A constant reminder….
Everything you’re running from.
You’re cursed and wounded.
Torn upon the floor.
Shattered and broken.
Drowning in a drunken stupor.
Pray sleep grants you comfort...
Feel as the world crashes down...
Tumbling all around.
Dreams mirror reality.
No peace is to be found.
Disheartened woes
Churn and mourn.
Grievances lines…
an aged youthful mind.
Whom shall ever heed ?
doomed is its plea.
Meant for misery and torture.
In hindsight, tis is bliss.
For naught, it seeks.
solitude is as, it is silence.
For there’s no other peace.
Just demons and monsters within…
Noses up turn, offering no condolence.
Hearts turn to stone.
Growing colder and worn
Disappointment blossoms.
As veins happily ooze sadness.
Hope and optimism
All for the wrong reasons.
Silly little girl.
How ridiculous to have thought…
Wasting energy and earnings.
Empty out your pockets.
You’re left with nothing.
Just a petty broken heart.
Pick up your own pieces.
No cares enough for you.
Special you most certainly are not
you never played a part.
Therefore you could never be
anything more than foolish and annoying girl...
A speck so meager.
Over looked is second nature.
Years spent wasted.
Relentless
unforgiving.
New insight proves bittersweet.
Let down is your new happiness.
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