Enigma

Emotions explode
Cold and bold.
An inner rage,
Unleashed from its cage.
Pent up hate, corroding at its gates
Reality states.
A present time and place.
Reasons of why and foreboding shame.
Come all too late.
moments cross tainted thoughts
This isn’t what I want.
Just get off.
For fucks sake.
This happens each and every time
Touches, foreign and strange
Poisoned with lips wandering plains.
Up and leave.
Thanks for respecting this plea.
Smile, say no its okay.
Enigma at its  best.
Doors open to a close.
Hurried fingers…
Lock
Click
Twist
Shut.
Safety from exterior spheres.
Rip, peel off.
Shower and reflect.
As screams fall into silence.
Too proud to cry out…
Soak and stand.
scolding liquids pound against your back.
Burn and cleanse.
Rinse unwanted scents.
Rest now.
For your soul has aged a millennium.