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Rough Demo Song....  i wrote this for a friend <3

Enjoy

obsolete

solo and alone.
independence must come forth.
claim your worth.
for you're on own.
courage, fleet it not.
stand your ground.
hold your head proud.
you've made it this far.
worn and torn.
this world has taken its toll.
a heart battered and bruised.
disappointment rang true.
hope left bleeding open.
trust, a dismissing thought.
a soul not meant for its youth.
innocence raped of its age.
maturity came all too soon.
stead fast and strong.
lassy you've shown em all.
shoulders build broad...
the weight of the world pressing down.
other's mortal hurt you coveted.
for kind are you in your ways.
bare it, you must not.
for you must carry the burdens
of your own weight
loose ends shall come to a close,
in due time...
soon oh soon


words that come with a hurt.

Beats Flow Yah Know

Soooooooooo Good....! She stole my hear back in 2006 and here's a new hit from her 2011 album...!!!

Realization

I was viewing a friend's Facebook Profile and came across this. Its not my work... but a lovely story. Married or not you should read this... For realization sometimes comes all too late.

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“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes....

Emer's Dream....

Gorgeous and divine........ !!!

Irish Ballad.

To whom my plea calls out…
I write to you.
My fair love…
In hopes you shall see.
Perceive…
Feel the depth of me love.
See it there,
The glow and flicker…
The spark igniting in ye heart.
Ignore it not.
Push aside ye doubts.
See it there…
In the warmth of me stare.
A trust so sincere,
Honesty bears…
Genuine care.
Darling dear…
I’m a begging ye, please
Don’t ye dare, shy away from me.
Tis be true…
Be it only you.
Open ye eyes…
For ye heart wanders of blind.
Hold me now.
For mine arms shall surround.
Choirs harmonize in time…
Like the hummingbird’s song.
Hear it now,
The beating of me heart.
Oh how ye flutter about.
While thoughts bout and bounce.
Ye falling in love.
That girl’s on ye mind.
Day and night.
Ye dreams see to speak.
Deny it not.
Here or there.
Mindful or unaware,
Ye looking for her…
Checking ye cell.
Forestalling her call…
Around corner’s reach,
Swear it be,
A voice so distinct and pronounced.
For near or far…
Her fragrance farriers across.
Ore lands and plains.
Mountains and tops.
Ye head spins round.
A taunt and a tease.
Come find me, so it seems.
A hound dog’s trail….
Meant for those.
Whom know of which to seek.
A scent so sweet,
Stigmatized is ye…
For her aromatic presence,
Now lines ye memory.
Foreboding amnesia.
Like trinkets for safe keep.
Comfort is as its serenity…
For tranquility lusts its amity.
Search and seek.
Until ye reach.
By her side,
Words fail to arrive.
Gaze into mine eyes.
A shadowy dark ye shall find.
For calamity speaks of tragedy.
Ill will tainted and painted
With hues meant to subdue.
For there’s a past and a history.
Of toils and snares.
Swing low, my sweet honey dear.
Regard me, me love…
See it there…
A soul, raw and bare….
a tenderness so dear.
Fear it not,
For ye know tis true.
So similar ye are to her.
Disregard t’all irrelevance...
Ignorance tis bliss.
Stand oh mighty proud
Before ye…
Humbly I do…
My love,
My darling dear.
Take me hand…
For me heart is true.
In earnest sincerity.
Hear me now,
For I proclaim…
True love’s abiding vows.
Though plagued with poverty’s cowardice.
I come with empty pockets.
I have nothing to give.
Yet, everything to lose.
A poor working class lass.
Writing poems and ballads...
All I have…
Are promises of love…
And a forever happiness.
Take me hand.
For we shall write our own path.
until the end of time.
Tis you and I.

Sweetheart

There’s a boldness to your beauty.
Leaving suitors hungry and yearning.
A confidence that surrounds…
For charisma is to be found.
Like a siren’s seafaring call.
You hold them all.
Either at pawn piece disposal.
Strike three… choice is yours.
There’s radiance within…
Though tainted by worldly sin.
You’ve hidden and built walls.
Hear it now….
You bear a gorgeous beating heart.
For you define inner beauty.
Sweetheart let fall your army.
Guarded you are…
Not everyone means you harm.
Conceptions scared…
by past and pervious mars.
Heed this lecture.
My darling dear,
Sweet pea
and dearest honey.
For love is the root,
Of all human action,
And mechanical emotion.
Regardless if it is joy or sorrow
Learn to see what you’re looking at.
Before you go looking for…
Who you already are...

Explain It Best

Love comes undone.
For hearts fear to trust,
A past chapter in life.
Proves and writes....
heartache comes with broken pride.
Twas a romance meant to last...
For he promised me just that.
A life we planned out.
Set sail for we had our map.
Dreams and goals we both had.
A coming future written for us.
Should've, would've, Could've...
if only that.
Pray be it,
we were so young.
Headstrong and stubborn.
Neither one willing to bend
or make amends.
agruments flourished.
Temperaments defensive.
though love sought fit
to compromise regardless.
A love never meant,
for goodbyes or concluded ends.
I need not explain...
for where i am.
alone and miserable.
explains it best.

Regard Me

Kind you most certainly are.
to regard me at all.
you listened and seen.
my very being.
took the time to consider.
made the extra effort.
not many care enough.
to acknowledge me at all.
Thus having said...
i'm truly touched.
For now honest tears,
happily, do i let fall.

Weak

Fears ignite.
insecurities burning bright.
turn and run.
disappear from it all.
you're a pro and a con.
to anything meant for more.
roads become unknown.
pray i be strong,
instead....
i've turned my back on it all.

Fool

There's a lot of things.
petty, grand or small.
all in which bring me down.
a burden to my heart.
like how to live life.
in regards to how to be alright...
simple things.
come in various difficulties.
i've forgotten how to smile.
or what its like to try.
i've lost all hope.
motivation fled long ago.
i've forgotten how to laugh.
free and careless.
i've forgotten how to love.
fiercely and true.
i've forgotten who i am.
all because of you....
my happiness falters.
for worldly turmoil harbors.
dangers and snares.
around each and every corner.
ploys and plots.
thought and planned out.
ignorant of me...
to think kindly of so many.
i should have known...
harm would befall me.
for here i am.
at odds end.
guilt stricken and shamed.
a thicket of thorns.
i've found myself entangled.
no use in fighting.
for trying only causes
predetermined failure in the end.
hearts grow cold.
disappointment grows.
save face.
i dare not cry out.
whom shall see...
or come to save.
metaphoric display.
a applaud you, darling dear.
for a fool i most certainly am.

Purity

Purity states.
instant pleasure
followed by guilt and shame.
stricken epiphanies,
fecundity beds with purity
birthing individual effects.

Perceive.

Levels of pain,
tallied and added up.
whom is give claim.
for everyone perceives
at a different pace.

Convenience.

A body of pits.
collect and root fast.
take what you must.
for the dead shan't fight back.
names once entitled,
all these unfortunate people.
seldom do we.
think beyond convenience...

Cowards Way

Turn of events.
leaves me lost, i confess
should i embrace.
past, unexpected pretense.
a choice in whether.
to stay or to leave.
fears of insecure disappointments.
and leaps of petty faith.
history states,
hearts do break.
a tendency in your life.
for you once loved your last.
memories surface again.
plummeting back into your past.

Welcome

Moving on.
shouldn't be hard.
you always knew,
though chose a better truth.
you're left a fool.
hurt and wound.
raw and insecure.
bid farewell.
now welcome a guarded you.

Images.

Eyes haunted and torn.
starving babies lose hope
flesh clings to bone.
for innocence dwells on sin.
destined facts bring light
to certain worldly distress.
for a child dies cold.
hungry and alone.

Utilitarianism

unjust lays littered in flaws.
utilitarianism, a balance among power.

Forsake Me Not.

Forsake me not.
alas, my time has come.
come again grim reaper.
re-carnation be not my keeper
tis an intended end.
a life not meant.
for the kindred hearted.
forsake me not.
alas, my time has come.
come again grim reaper.
leave me in peace re-carnation.

Propinquity

Dear my dearest friend.
I've loved you for so long.
by my side here you stand.
loyal and unyielding
proud, most certainly you are.
words, left unspoken
for you know the depths,
that adorns my being.
seen the darkness flicker to light.
my candle light heart.
so easily did it go out.
yet you kept me aglow.
propinquity in the making.

Slip

A unifying balance.
sum it all together.
pleasure verses pain.
decide upon whichever later,
pros and cons to both.
think now,
for Freudian slips.

Proverb.

Ripple effects, carries over from vast.

2 a.m.

late into the night.
a girl awaits,
for a boy and his smile.
to come walking through her door.
tip toe now...
its almost 2am.
roommates asleep.
scattered snoozing bodies all around.
hush your sounds.
just shut the door now.
she's not one to fuss.
for in her eyes.
she's a simple everyday girl.
nothing more and nothing less.
mildly cares about judgments.
now finds herself,
fretting over this and that.
at last, she gives up...
comfort fits best.
contentment settles in.
let the pleasantries begin.

Let In

Common place greetings.
all day texting.
sketti dinners,
with movies and boozing.
good company.
amateur binging,
blurred visions.
impaired judgments,
leaves some blankly staring.
come to a close.
goodbyes bond by hugs.
waiting in short.
blankets and pillows.
wander in through the door.
along with the wanderlust.
a living room slumber fest.
texts buzz in.
jealousy or annoyance.
a choice to leave or let in.
chance it.
mil-seconds later...
his footsteps glide in.
giggles and tickles.
familiarizing lips and kisses.
5am randomness.
leads to early morning shifts.
grins appear.
for clothes are scattered here and there.
mirrors reflect,
redness upon necks.